You lick soaps?

Well, most of the time when people ask me. Tell me something crazy about you ? Or what is the craziest thing you do? Sometimes when people say, tell me something wierd? I blurt out saying I lick soaps. They look at me in surprise to see if I was joking or not. Though I have kindoff accepted that I have this wierd, scary habit. I still tell people so I can see how they react. But, the reactions are always similar. People say that’s crazy. I am crazy That’s wierd. Some dont shy from saying I am wierd. 😐😐😐😐😐 Some people just don’t understand it or have never heard of it.

Most of the time, I tell people so I can have someone say hey! Girl I do the same crazy thing. Like damn I want that so bad. To meet someone who has this same wierd habit. It all started when I was young, while bathing I found myself licking the soap on my face and from then on there was no looking back. Then, I realised I was getting addicted. When I smell a really flowery lemony flavored soap. My antennas start gigling.  The next thing I know I’m licking it. Thankfully I don’t eat it whole. I just like having a little rub on my tongue and then it goes on from that. As I got older. I stopped using the soap I used for bathing. I kept a special soap I used just for licking. Mostly I found myself licking soaps that were green in color. I don’t know why. Maybe it had lemony flavour.  But I couldn’t resist it. I know, I talk about soap like it’s some Ice cream. But damn,  it taste good. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

The time I started thinking it’s really wierd was when people I told started telling me it’s dangerous. You could die from it. It could kill me. People felt it was wierd and crazy. I didn’t meet anyone who had anything crazier than this. I told people so I get to know if other people did things like this. The only close enough habits were they liked the smell of wet sand. Which I do too. Loving the smell of old book. I do have that same habit. And also the smell of petrol. But no one eating things them though lol.
 

I researched on it and discovered that it was a addiction called pica syndrome.  Some people told me that maybe I lacked calcium which is kindoff true. But, knowing there was a name of this addiction made me rethink on what could happen to me. It also said that most pregnant women have this same urge. But I’m not pregnant and never have been so why do I do this?. Then I came across stories of people. One made me scared about a boy who could not eat anymore because consuming lots of soap had eaten up the passage through which food goes into your body. Then I read about the chemicals used in making them. Very dangerous to the body.🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁

So, now I have stopped keeping soaps in my bag for purposes. I have put aside all the ways I could get tempted to do so. I keep reminding myself that it is dangerous. But, I wish there were soaps that were eatable that would taste the same as the soaps I have and wouldn’t be dangerous. It would just be amazing then I don’t have to worry about dying. 😍😍😍😍

If anyone does this or has a friend who does this. Hmm I’d like to know you lol. Because I feel so alone in my wierd habit. I haven’t met anyone who does. It would be nice to talk to someone who feels this same. Then we could giggle and laugh about all the crazy, funny things we do to not lick soaps.

#This one is one of my favorite. 😍😍😍

I have hidden this soap far away from my reach. Somewhere I feel will take so much of work to get to it. That’s how temping it is.😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓😓